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The New Happiness

by sisyfuss

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1.
Intro 01:36
summers gone and i feel dried out i dont really wanna try now sinking back into my old ways moving upside down and sideways that wave felt so right oh i need that on nights quite like tonight when i am alone in the dark
2.
Check It Out 02:45
yellow striped sofa becomes my bed brand new estate, no tv stands red gorgeous brick wall shields empty shelves a house so hollow for hollow selves ill throw a party to warm myself oh brother, they make drinks for that ill throw back a few and ill ask my friends what they think about my yellow couch check it out
3.
Nothing 03:06
hate when i say bad things my head is out of place i do have good ideas but, they're just not my taste do what I can when I must don't wanna say too much sleeping with one eye inward always betray my trust but i get a rise when my head is held high i might lie and i'll tell you i'm nothing i feel myself when my work is upheld and i still couldn't help feeling like nothing nothing i get a rise when my head is held high i might lie and i'll tell you i'm nothing i feel myself when my work is upheld and i still couldn't help feeling like nothing nothing
4.
i say that you're my world i say you're such a dime but sometimes what i say can take up all our time baby i care i just get caught up in my own mind hit me with mix ups you understand thats why i love you you're always there that's why i love you that's why i love you i know from time to time i feel like breaking down but you always have faith to lift me off the ground baby i care i just get caught up in my own mind hit me with mix ups you understand thats why i love you you're always there that's why i love you that's why i love you
5.
oh my god i feel tangled trapped inside this frame of mind would you put a blade straight throught me? its worth it for me but is it worth being seen? i dont want to go but baby will you make me? all things around are turning in circles its so hard to follow who says what i love is for me? oh baby its so hard to swallow say that im no good but dont i deserve to do what i wanna paths are not destined but molded by those who will see them through i dont want to go but baby will you make me?
6.
HML 04:19
see you in the room dont know what to do lack of confidence masked by disinterest i know you dont know me but you follow my homie i keep my distance that wouldnt make the best entrance i know what you really want someone who deosnt break your heart i know what you really want asomeone who always pays you mind i know what you really want a boy who doesnt break your heart i know what you really want baby just hit my line im free like all the time baby just hit my line ill make it worth your while baby just my line i really like your style baby just hit my line i think youre super fine you wont regret it ill pay for your meal i swear i dont steal a night is all it takes if youre sick of the fakes i know what you really want someone who doesnt break your heart i know what you really want someone at least a little smart i know what you really want a boy who doesnt break your heart i know what you really want you know what you really want baby just hit my line im free like all the time baby just hit my line ill make it worth your while baby just my line i really like your style baby just hit my line i think youre super fine
7.
all she wants is to be stable ever since she left the cradle she can put her past behind her they're so quick to give labels but in those eyes i see entitlement and poise in a room stepping so softly in plain white shoes they've seen many better days no stranger to gloom she's ready to leave toys in her tomb stuck in my mind all day hope you're doing okay but in those eyes i see entitlement and poise in a room stepping so softly in plain white shoes they've seen many better days no stranger to gloom she's ready to leave toys in her tomb stuck in my mind all day hope you're doing okay
8.
Stress 04:05
twelve am monday night skipping sleep, don't feel right naturally i get asked why approach this indirectly cause boys don't cry not much i want to say about me im not worth many words at all planes tehy call, i say wait passing boats know my name naturally i want the best for my sake but, nothings for sure, work shares half with fate don't take well to inner conflict one like this splits my head in two flip a coin on its side mirror mirror tell me why destiny is so unclear she speaks in tongues but not in mine i live to tire im ran around dumpster fire lost and found young naievty in the flesh only lies pick up my mess im keeping it cool, calm, and collected i try to not stress it but there are some days that don't feel so blessed so i start depressing but stress can be bested im not to be messed with
9.
So Long! 03:24
life is short and it goes by so fast you're a fool to think its gonna last your grandkids, your job all over, all gone bye bye now, so long bye bye now, so long easy with that little one never ever play with guns things you love can end before you know theyve begun i know you dont know your way wander hopelessly through the days when you see your own mistake realize, who cares anyway? life is short and it goes by so fast you're a fool to think its gonna last your grandkids, your job all over, all gone bye bye now, so long bye bye now, so long
10.
Visions 03:27
i used to dream of you and i now i aint gotta close my eyes is it real or is it fake i guess that aint my choice to make but does it matter cause i enjy it im getting fatter cause i enjy it am i raven? or should i lie low? call it a vision call it something i dont know all this time may pass me by id never think to say goodbye a thousand hurdles it may take ill never make the same mistake i used to dream of you and i now i aint gotta close my eyes is it real or is it fake i guess that aint my choice to make but does it matter cause i enjy it im getting fatter cause i enjy it am i raven? or should i lie low? call it a vision call it something i dont know
11.
gods getting tired of my shit he doesnt know how to deal with it welcome to my world welcome to i dont know how to function town i dont do that much with my time nothing but brainstorm spoken rhyme there aint much to worry but i keep getting tired and i dont know how i am on the verge of getting sentimental its ok to cry sometimes talking in the dead of night to myself, i listen right? rising sun shows me ways to push myself at my dismay candles keep me in my room i think sometimes that its my doom

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so happy i could finally put together a full length, thank you to those who listen <3

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released September 20, 2018

Art by Erika De Luna, @rikpld on social media
All songs written, performed, recorded, and produced by Joshua Quijada (Sisyfuss) EXCEPT Getting Sentimental
Getting Sentimental back up vocals, recording, and production was provided by JOHNNASCUS

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